My face is exploding. I wish I could have clear skin like I did in that picture to the left :/ I hope, and wish, and pray, but with every hope, wish and prayer, ten zits emerge. Goddess help me. Anyhow, good artists are made or born? Hopefully it's not the latter, because if it is, I give up on living... I threw a temper tantrum yesterday and wrecked my room and cried out all the liquid in my body just because my pictures didn't turn out the way I wanted them too... I felt uninspired, stupid, and that I just sucked at everything. And today, well, my drawings still didn't turn out the way I wanted them too...I feel mediocre, but I still drew all day today. I'm slightly proud of myself. I vow to exceed, excel, and improve damnit! SO THERE. but, I need as much help I can get...so here I come GOOGLE AND DRAWING TUTORIALS!!! |
these feelings, you see, albeit draining, are good impetuses to work harder and thus making us better-est best people than before. it let us compete with ourselves.
i'm no stranger with these depressing feelings,in fact I fight with them everyday for YEARS. it's super tiring, but nothing will happen to me if i let them drain me.
so i commend you for not letting those feelings break you :) be proud, it's a strength. YAY! you know what you're still young yet already a good artist. i smell potential in you! so nichi, KEEP IT UP AND DON'T GIVE UPPPP:)
*does a cheerleader dance*
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